Warning: Adult Content
I put my pen down triumphantly as I finished the essay. I re-read what I wrote and nodded in approval. I looked over at Lindsay. She was already done and sleeping lightly with her head resting on her arms. I walked over and gently shook her up.
"Linz? Wake up."
"Huh? Why?" She asked, sitting up.
"Cuz I'm bored." I explained.
She rolled her eyes. "Oookay Zac. REAL good reason."
I crossed my arms in a mock huff. "Actually it is a VERY good reason." I said.
"Oh really? How so?" She asked, turning to face me. I stepped forward and pulled her into my arms, bending my head down to meet her sweet lips.
She kissed me back, before pushing me softly back down onto her bed. I pulled her down with me before immediatly pulling her under me and getting on top of her. I kissed her harder as she started to unbutton my Fu-man baseball jersey. I threw my shirt on the floor and she pulled hers off before pulling me back down to her mouth. I frenched her roughly as I let my hands wonder down to her bra.
Her own hands were squeezing my a$$ slightly as I gently slid my hand in her bra and carassed her breast. She moaned before pushing down on my a$$, bringing my pelvic area closer to her own. I groaned at the swelling of my 'buddy' and started sucking on her neck.
"Wait. Zac..."She started.
I pulled back my head and looked at her.
"Don't you think that we should stop? I mean, we've only been dating for a couple days and..."
"Shhh..."I pulled my hand out of her bra and reached down to find my backpack. I found it and opened the front pocket before presenting her with the small black box.
Her eyes filled with tears. I just prayed that they were from happiness. I kissed her cheek before speaking.
"I know that this is early but it has felt so right from day one. It's just magic. No. It's love. And I know it. So will you marry me?" I asked her, praying with all my heart that she would say yes.
I was shcoked at this. How unrealistic was he??
"Okay, I've known you for a WEEK, this is our THIRD day of being boyfriend and girlfriend, and you ask me to MARRY YOU, as in spending the rest of our lives together, while we're making out??!! How stupid are you?! NO! I mean, this is so ridiculous! " I answered, getting angry.
"Lindsay, I know it is early but I wanna spend the rest of my life with you! I love you with all my heart and soul, please say yes," he begged, caressing my hand in his.
I ripped it out of his grasp and returned, "Why? So I'll go further with you and then end up getting knocked up and in three days you cancel the engagement and then just plain dump and leave me out in the cold, pregnant?!"
"No! Of course not! I could NEVER do that to you in my life! Please Lindsay, I love you," he reasoned.
"Oh yeah, I'm REAL sure you do! Get off me!" I snapped, pushing his body off mine and causing him to fall onto the floor with a thump. I regreted even letting him touch me, the freak! I was so stupid! Why did I let him do that to me? Stupid idiot you are Lindsay! I stood up off the bed.
"Lindsay please, let me expalin-" Zac begged from the floor.
"Get out." I ordered, pointing to the door.
ôLindsay Please!" he started, begining to cry.
I picked him up by his hair, dragged him across the room by his ear yelling, "GET OUT! GET OUT OF THIS ROOM AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE! AND STAY OUT!"
Once he was standing out in the hall, I slammed the door right in his face and then locked it. Zac began to beg to be let in and I yelled in return, "F*** YOU A$$HOLE!!"
I walked over to my bed and began to cry. I can't believe I fell for the scum! Why?! Why do I always end up with scrubs??? WHY??!!! All the pain ran through me as I remebered him saying I love you when it just a lie. A God Dammed lie!! Zac finally shut up after five minutes and I stopped crying. He wasn't worth my tears. He never was and never will be. Every Friday, Shelly and I perform at Starbucks from five to eight PM. We have since Jen died a year ago. Since Shelly had her own business and was making plenty of money, I got all the cash we earned since I was in college and was going to need it. I looked at my watch, 2:30. I sat up and put my shirt on, Milo bagan to nuzzle my leg. I bent down and petted him, then picked him up and gave him some food. I scrathced his ear as he munched his puppy chow and thought,'Milo is the most loyal male I've met. Scary.'
After my dog finished eating, I went to look for his leash. I noticed that the jeweley box was still on the bed. I picked it up and examed it.
"I bet there's not even anything in here," I thought aloud.
I opened the velvet box and to my suprise, there was a beautiful diamind ring inside it. and on the inside of the top part of the box there were words written in gold that said, "To My Lindsay, you are an angel and I love you more than anything."
I felt tears build up as I closed the box. He probably just rented the ring and the box from one of his friends. Humph, dork. I also noticed that his shirt and bookbag were still here. I walked over to his bookbag and put the ring in the front pocket when I saw the reciet form the piece of jewelry, ripped in half. So he did buy it, and then made sure that it was never to be returned. But why would he do that? He completely blew 500 bucks for no good reason!! He's stupider than I thought! Well, he could use the ring to do the same to all the other girls he would try to take advantige of. Pimp. But then the thoughts entered my mind that I was wrong. I just stared at the ring and the reciet and realised, I was. I picked up his shirt from the floor and held it against my chest, smelling it's sweetness. It brought back memories of how he held me in his arms, and hw he DID treat me like a person and not a sex object. (Since Tahsa was nice enought to screw this up for me, after class Zac and I went to Wendy's and got lunch, then ran around like idiots in the park. Sorry to confuse. I think someone owes me an apology...ahem...TASHA!) But I dunno, he didn't exactly seem trust worthy since he propesed at the absolute wrong time. And he could just be using that ring as a prop for a one night stand. But then again, there was my trust in him and my love for him...
I sighed and put the shirt back down. I didn't have to time to think about this. I had to take my dog and then get to Starbucks to rehearse and talk about the situations with Shelly. I stood up and got Milo's leash and my keys. I opened the door and shut and locked it behind me. I turned around and saw Zac sitting againts the wall, his heaches hugiing his legs.
His brown eyes were fixed on me, then looked away when I saw him looking at me. I could only stand there, trying to figure out what I wanted to do. Go on my merry way or apologize to Zac? My conciouses argued back and forth as I pondered my fate. Zac let out a sigh and stood up, walking to his room.
"Zac, wait!" I called after him.
He stopped and turned to look at me.
"I'm sorry I said and did those things, I didn't mean any of it, I'm sorry," I apologized sincerly and meaningly.
"It's alright, I forgive you. I mean, I love you and love forgives so it just goes along with the territory. Alright, I'll just shut up and go on my lozer way now," he returned, then continued to walk.
'Zac wait!" I called, again, and ran up to him, Milo running also. Zac looked at me, waiting for me to say whatever I was going to say. I took a deep breath and said, "Yes."
Zac looked suprised, then smiled. In a matter of seconds, I was where I belonged, in my fiance's arms.
"I love you," he whispered in my ear.
"I love you too, always and forever," I whispered back.
We leaned in and kissed, expressin our never dying love for one another. After ten minutes, we pulled apart and swayed back in forth in each others arms.
"Now why don't we go back inside and continue where we left off?" I suggested seductively.
Zac agreed, a wicked smile presented on his face. We took Milo outside to do his business, then went back in my dorm, hand in hand, and 'got jiggy with it'. LoL
(Linz, you are such a perv!!) I woke up from my nap in Taylor's arms again. He was already awake, just watching me. What a weirdo. I smacked him on the arm.
"It never fails that I fall asleep when you are around. Never fails." I announced as I stood up and picked up my sweatshirt before slipping it on over my head.
He just laughed and said, "So are you implying that I am a boring person? I'm hurt Tash." He faked being upset.
"Ahh shutup. You're anything BUT boring. Too exciting probably."I laughed.
He just grinned at me.
"Stop it!" I commanded.
He just grinned even wider.
We were quiet for a couple of seconds before I decided that I was hungry. I walked over to the fridge and opened it glancing inside.
"Man. Y'all don't have anything in here!" I turned and looked at him.
He just shrugged.
"Well, let's go over to my dorm so we can get something out of the fridge." I suggested. Lindsay and Zac were probably out anyway.
We walked down the hallway hand in hand and stopped in front of the door. I listened for a second.
"Oh that is NOT what I think it is." Taylor said, trying not to laugh.
An "Ohh Lindsay!" confirmed that it WAS in fact.
I started laughing really hard and holding my sides. Taylor's face was red and tears were streaming down his cheeks as he started laughing hard. Finally my laughter simmered down to random giggles and I got up enough nerve to knock on the door and holler, "Lindsay, if you and Zac in there will please take the time to put your clothes back on and stop screaming each other's names, Taylor and I would like to get some food out of the fridge."
It went quiet in there and Taylor just started leaning on the wall to support him as he continued laughing. I tapped my foot impatiently and soon Lindsay came to the door with one of the sheets wrapped around her and her hair wet and sticking to the side of her face.
"Real cute Tasha. Real Cute. Now's not the time." She informed me.
"But we're starving Miss. PLEASE!!" I dropped to my knees and faked like a begger.
"Get up, Dipshit." She commanded, obviously irritated.
I just grinned and stood up.
"C'mon Linz. YOu and Zac go in the bathroom or something so that Taylor and I can grab some food and go. K?" I suggested.
She looked at me carefully, narrowing her eyes at me. "No." She finally said before shutting the door in my face.
I frowned and looked at Taylor before deciding to annoy the shit out of her. I opened my mouth and sung as loud as I could, "Getting Jiggy With It" by Will Smith. I had only made it past the first verse before Zac whipped open the door, his hair messed up, obviously battle worn. I smiled innocently as he narrowed his eyes at me.
"WHat do you want Tasha?" He rolled his eyes.
"Food Man!! We need food!!" I pretended to plead.
He rolled his eyes and stepped back. I rushed for the fridge, not looking anywhere but the fridge. I didn't want to know. I just didn't want to know. I grabbed some random food items before making a hasty retreat out of there. Taylor laughed and took some of the items out of my arms before we headed back over to his dorm and had a short lunch.